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   ?You?re sure, an?t you, mother?? ?Yes, sure!?...
[06/05/2010 5:08 am]
?You?re sure, an?t you, mother?? ?Yes, sure!? said the mother, in a voice that startled herself; for it seemed to her to come from a spirit within, that was no part of her; and the boy dropped his litle weary head on her shoulder, and was soon asleepHow the touch of those warm arms, the gentle breathings that came in her neck, seemed to add fire and spirit to her movements! It seemed to her as if strength poured into her in electric streams, from every gentle touch and movement of the sleeping, confiding childSublime is the dominion of the mind over the body, that, for a time, can make flesh and nerve impregnable, and string the sinews like steel, so that the weak become so mighty The boundaries of the farm, the grove, the wood-lot, passed by her dizzily, as she walked on; and still she went, leaving one familiar object after another, slacking not, pausing not, till reddening daylight found her many a long mile from all traces of any familiar objects upon the open highway She had often been, with her mistress, to visit some connections, in the little village of T??, not far from the Ohio river, and knew the road wellTo go thither, to escape across the Ohio river, were the first hurried outlines of her plan of escape; beyond that, she could only hope in God When horses and vehicles began to move along the highway, with that alert perception peculiar to a state of excitement, and which seems to be a sort of inspiration, she became aware that her headlong pace and distracted air might bring on her remark and suspicionShe therefore put the boy on the ground, and, adjusting her dress and bonnet, she walked on at as rapid a pace as she thought consistent with the preservation of appearancesIn her little bundle she had provided a store of cakes and apples, which she used as expedients for quickening the speed of the child, rolling the apple some yards before them, when the boy would run with all his might after it; and this ruse, often repeated, carried them over many a half-mile After a while, they came to a thick patch of woodland, through which murmured a clear brookAs the child complained of hunger and thirst, she climbed over the fence with him; and, sitting down behind a large rock which concealed them from the road, she gave him a breakfast out of her little packageThe boy wondered and grieved that she could not eat; and when, putting his arms round her neck, he tried to wedge some of his cake into her mouth, it seemed to her that the rising in her throat would choke her ?No, no, Harry darling! mother can?t eat till you are safe! We must go on?on?till we come to the river!? And she hurried again into the road, and again constrained herself to walk regularly and composedly forward She was many miles past any neighborhood where she was personally knownIf she should chance to meet any who knew her, she reflected that the well-known kindness of the family would be of itself a blind to suspicion, as making it an unlikely supposition that she could be a fugitiveAs she was also so white as not to be known as of colored lineage, without a critical survey, and her child was white also, it was much easier for her to pass on unsuspected On this presumption, she stopped at noon at a neat farmhouse, to rest herself, and buy some dinner for her child and self; for, as the danger decreased with the distance, the supernatural tension of the nervous system lessened, and she found herself both weary and hungry The good woman, kindly and gossipping, seemed rather pleased than otherwise with having somebody come in to talk with; and accepted, without examination, Eliza?s statement, that she ?was going on a little piece, to spend a week with her friends,??all which she hoped in her heart might prove strictly true An hour before sunset, she entered the village of T??, by the Ohio river, weary and foot-sore, but still strong in heartHer first glance was at the river, which lay, like Jordan, between her and the Canaan of liberty on the other side It was now early spring, and the river was swollen and turbulent; great cakes of floating ice were swinging heavily to and fro in the turbid watersOwing to the peculiar form of the shore on the Kentucky side, the land bending far out into the water, the ice had been lodged and detained in great quantities, and the narrow channel which swept round the bend was full of ice, piled one cake over another, thus forming a temporary barrier to the descending ice, which lodged, and formed a great, undulating raft, filling up the whole river, and extending almost to the Kentucky shore Eliza stood, for a moment, contemplating this unfavorable aspect of things, which she saw at once must prevent the usual ferry-boat from running, and then turned into a small public house on the bank, to make a few inquiries The hostess, who was busy in various fizzing and stewing operations over the fire, preparatory to the evening meal, stopped, with a fork in her hand, as Eliza?s sweet and plaintive voice arrested her ?What is it?? she said ?Isn?t there any ferry or boat, that takes people over to B??, now?? she said ?No, indeed!? said the woman; ?the boats has stopped running Eliza?s look of dismay and disappointment struck the woman, and she said, inquiringly, ?May be you?re wanting to get over??anybody sick? Ye seem mighty anxious?? ?I?ve got a child that?s very dangerous,? said Eliza?I never heard of it till last night, and I?ve walked quite a piece today, in hopes to get to the ferry ?Well, now, that?s onlucky,? said the woman, whose motherly sympathies were much aroused; I?m re?lly consarned for yeSolomon!? she called, from the window, towards a small back buildingA man, in leather apron and very dirty hands, appeared at the door ?I say, Sol,? said the woman, ?is that ar man going to tote them bar?ls over tonight?? ?He said he should try, if ?t was any way prudent,? said the man ?There?s a man a piece down here, that?s going over with some truck this evening, if he durs? to; he?ll be in here to supper tonight, so you?d better set down and waitThat?s a sweet little fellow,? added the woman, offering him a cake But the child, wholly exhausted, cried with weariness ?Poor fellow! he isn?t used to walking, and I?ve hurried him on so,? said Eliza ?Well, take him into this room,? said the woman, opening into a small bed-room, where stood a comfortable bedEliza laid the weary boy upon it, and held his hands in hers till he was fast asleepFor her there was no shop rest

   Up to now I never quite knew what Shakespeare...
[05/05/2010 5:52 am]
Up to now I never quite knew what Shakespeare meant when he made Hamlet say, "My tablets! Quick, my tablets! 'tis meet that I put it down," etc For now, feeling as though my own brain were unhinged or as if the shock had come which must end in its undoing, I turn to my diary for reposeThe habit of entering accurately must help to soothe me The Count's mysterious warning frightened me at the timeIt frightens me more not when I think of it, for in the future he has a fearful hold upon meI shall fear to doubt what he may say! When I had written in my diary and had fortunately replaced the book and pen in my pocket I felt sleepyThe Count's warning came into my mind, but I took pleasure in disobeying itThe sense of sleep was upon me, and with it the obstinacy which sleep brings as outriderThe soft moonlight soothed, and the wide expanse without gave a sense of freedom which refreshed meI determined not to return tonight to the gloom-haunted rooms, but to sleep here, where, of old, ladies had sat and sung and lived sweet lives whilst their gentle breasts were sad for their menfolk away in the midst of remorseless warsI drew a great couch out of its place near the corner, so that as I lay, I could look at the lovely view to east and south, and unthinking of and uncaring for the dust, composed myself for sleepI suppose I must have fallen asleepI hope so, but I fear, for all that followed was startlingly real, so real that now sitting here in the broad, full sunlight of the morning, I cannot in the least believe that it was all sleepThe room was the same, unchanged in any way since I came into itI could see along the floor, in the brilliant moonlight, my own footsteps marked where I had disturbed the long accumulation of dustIn the moonlight opposite me were three young women, ladies by their dress and mannerI thought at the time that I must be dreaming when I saw them, they threw no shadow on the floorThey came close to me, and looked at me for some time, and then whispered togetherTwo were dark, and had high aquiline noses, like the Count, and great dark, piercing eyes, that seemed to be almost red when contrasted with the pale yellow moonThe other was fair, as fair as can be, with great masses of golden hair and eyes like pale sapphiresI seemed somehow to know her face, and to know it in connection with some dreamy fear, but I could not recollect at the moment how or whereAll three had brilliant white teeth that shone like pearls against the ruby of their voluptuous lipsThere was something about them that made me uneasy, some longing and at the same time some deadly fearI felt in my heart a wicked, burning desire that they would kiss me with those red lipsIt is not good to note this down, lest some day it should meet Mina's eyes and cause her pain, but it is the truthThey whispered together, and then they all three laughed, such a silvery, musical laugh, but as hard as though the sound never could have come through the softness of human lipsIt was like the intolerable, tingling sweetness of waterglasses when played on by a cunning handThe fair girl shook her head coquettishly, and the other two urged her on One said, "Go on! You are first, and we shall followYours is the right to begin The other added, "He is young and strongThere are kisses for us all I lay quiet, looking out from under my eyelashes in an agony of delightful anticipationThe fair girl advanced and bent over me till I could feel the movement of her breath upon meSweet it was in one sense, honey-sweet, and sent the same tingling through the nerves as her voice, but with a bitter underlying the sweet, a bitter offensiveness, as one smells in blood I was afraid to raise my eyelids, but looked out and saw perfectly under the lashesThe girl went on her knees, and bent over me, simply gloatingThere was a deliberate voluptuousness which was both thrilling and repulsive, and as she arched her neck she actually licked her lips like an animal, till I could see in the moonlight the moisture shining on the scarlet lips and on the red tongue as it lapped the white sharp teethLower and lower went her head as the lips went below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed to fasten on my throatThen she paused, and I could hear the churning sound of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips, and I could feel the hot breath on my shop neck

   ?How could you be so cruel and wicked to poor...
[03/05/2010 9:07 pm]
?How could you be so cruel and wicked to poor Dodo?? asked Eva ?Cruel,?wicked!? said the boy, with unaffected surprise?What do you mean, dear Eva?? ?I don?t want you to call me dear Eva, when you do so,? said Eva ?Dear Cousin, you don?t know Dodo; it?s the only way to manage him, he?s so full of lies and excusesThe only way is to put him down at once,?not let him open his mouth; that?s the way papa manages ?But Uncle Tom said it was an accident, and he never tells what isn?t true ?He?s an uncommon old nigger, then!? said Henrique?Dodo will lie as fast as he can speak ?You frighten him into deceiving, if you treat him so ?Why, Eva, you?ve really taken such a fancy to Dodo, that I shall be jealous ?But you beat him,?and he didn?t deserve it ?O, well, it may go for some time when he does, and don?t get itA few cuts never come amiss with Dodo,?he?s a regular spirit, I can tell you; but I won?t beat him again before you, if it troubles you Eva was not satisfied, but found it in vain to try to make her handsome cousin understand her feelings Dodo soon appeared, with the horses ?Well, Dodo, you?ve done pretty well, this time,? said his young master, with a more gracious air?Come, now, and hold Miss Eva?s horse while I put her on to the saddle Dodo came and stood by Eva?s ponyHis face was troubled; his eyes looked as if he had been crying Henrique, who valued himself on his gentlemanly adroitness in all matters of gallantry, soon had his fair cousin in the saddle, and, gathering the reins, placed them in her hands But Eva bent to the other side of the horse, where Dodo was standing, and said, as he relinquished the reins,??That?s a good boy, Dodo;?thank you!? Dodo looked up in amazement into the sweet young face; the blood rushed to his cheeks, and the tears to his eyes ?Here, Dodo,? said his master, imperiously Dodo sprang and held the horse, while his master mounted ?There?s a picayune for you to buy candy with, Dodo,? said Henrique; ?go get some And Henrique cantered down the walk after EvaDodo stood looking after the two childrenOne had given him money; and one had given him what he wanted far more,?a kind word, kindly spokenDodo had been only a few months away from his motherHis master had bought him at a slave warehouse, for his handsome face, to be a match to the handsome pony; and he was now getting his breaking in, at the hands of his young master The scene of the beating had been witnessed by the two brothers StClare, from another part of the garden Augustine?s cheek flushed; but he only observed, with his usual sarcastic carelessness ?I suppose that?s what we may call republican education, Alfred?? ?Henrique is a devil of a fellow, when his blood?s up,? said Alfred, carelessly ?I suppose you consider this an instructive practice for him,? said Augustine, drily ?I couldn?t help it, if I didn?tHenrique is a regular little tempest;?his mother and I have given him up, long agoBut, then, that Dodo is a perfect sprite,?no amount of whipping can hurt him ?And this by way of teaching Henrique the first verse of a republican?s catechism, ?All men are born free and equal!?? ?Poh!? said Alfred; ?one of Tom Jefferson?s pieces of French sentiment and humbugIt?s perfectly ridiculous to have that going the rounds among us, to this day ?I think it is,? said shop St

   The box we seek is to be landed in Varna, and to...
[02/05/2010 9:19 pm]
The box we seek is to be landed in Varna, and to be given to an agent, one Ristics who will there present his credentialsAnd so our merchant friend will have done his partWhen he ask if there be any wrong, for that so, he can telegraph and have inquiry made at Varna, we say 'no,' for what is to be done is not for police or of the customsIt must be done by us alone and in our own wayVan Helsing had done speaking, I asked him if he were certain that the Count had remained on board the shipHe replied, "We have the best proof of that, your own evidence, when in the hypnotic trance this morning I asked him again if it were really necessary that they should pursue the Count, for oh! I dread Jonathan leaving me, and I know that he would surely go if the others wentHe answered in growing passion, at first quietlyAs he went on, however, he grew more angry and more forceful, till in the end we could not but see wherein was at least some of that personal dominance which made him so long a master amongst men "Yes, it is necessary, necessary, necessary! For your sake in the first, and then for the sake of humanityThis monster has done much harm already, in the narrow scope where he find himself, and in the short time when as yet he was only as a body groping his so small measure in darkness and not knowingAll this have I told these othersYou, my dear Madam Mina, will learn it in the phonograph of my friend John, or in that of your husbandI have told them how the measure of leaving his own barren land, barren of peoples, and coming to a new land where life of man teems till they are like the multitude of standing corn, was the work of centuriesWere another of the Undead, like him, to try to do what he has done, perhaps not all the centuries of the world that have been, or that will be, could aid himWith this one, all the forces of nature that are occult and deep and strong must have worked together in some wonderous wayThe very place, where he have been alive, Undead for all these centuries, is full of strangeness of the geologic and chemical worldThere are deep caverns and fissures that reach none know whitherThere have been volcanoes, some of whose openings still send out waters of strange properties, and gases that kill or make to vivifyDoubtless, there is something magnetic or electric in some of these combinations of occult forces which work for physical life in strange way, and in himself were from the first some great qualitiesIn a hard and warlike time he was celebrate that he have more iron nerve, more subtle brain, more braver heart, than any manIn him some vital principle have in strange way found their utmostAnd as his body keep strong and grow and thrive, so his brain grow tooAll this without that diabolic aid which is surely to himFor it have to yield to the powers that come from, and are, symbolic of goodAnd now this is what he is to usHe have infect you, oh forgive me, my dear, that I must say such, but it is for good of you that I speakHe infect you in such wise, that even if he do no more, you have only to live, to live in your own old, sweet way, and so in time, death, which is of man's common lot and with God's sanction, shall make you like to himThis must not be! We have sworn together that it must notThus are we ministers of God's own wishThat the world, and men for whom His Son die, will not be given over to monsters, whose very existence would defame HimHe have allowed us to redeem one soul already, and we go out as the old knights of the Cross to redeem moreLike them we shall travel towards the sunriseAnd like them, if we fall, we fall in good cause He paused and I said, "But will not the Count take his rebuff wisely? Since he has been driven from England, will he not avoid it, as a tiger does the village from which he has been hunted?" "Aha!" he said, "your simile of the tiger good, for me, and I shall adopt himYour maneater, as they of India call the tiger who has once tasted blood of the human, care no more for the other prey, but prowl unceasing till he get himThis that we hunt from our village is a tiger, too, a maneater, and he never cease to prowlNay, in himself he is not one to retire and stay afarIn his life, his living life, he go over the Turkey frontier and attack his enemy on his own groundHe be beaten back, but did he stay? No! He come again, and again, and shop again

   Thus, the minutes of the three Councils, held on...
[01/05/2010 9:13 pm]
Thus, the minutes of the three Councils, held on February 4, on February 11, and on March 11, were not entered on the minute- books of the Council on Tuesday, the 16th March; nor was this the fault of the Assistant-secretary, for up to that day the rough minutes of no one of those Councils had been transmitted to him Deeply as every friend to the Royal Society must regret such an occurrence, one slight advantage may accrue Should that resolution be ever quoted hereafter to prove that the Council of 1829 really discussed the persons to be recommended as their successors, the detection of this suppression of one portion of it, will furnish better means of estimating the confidence due to the whole OF THE SCIENTIFIC ADVISERS Whether it was feared by the PARTY who govern the Royal Society, that its Council would not be sufficiently tractable, or whether the Admiralty determined to render that body completely subservient to them, or whether both these motives concurred, I know not; but, low as has been for years its character for independence, and fallen as the Royal Society is in public estimation, it could scarcely be prepared for this last insult In order to inform the public and the Society, (for I believe the fact is known to few of the members,) it will be necessary to trace the history of those circumstances which led to the institution of the offices of Scientific Advisers, from the time of the existence of the late Board of Longitude That body consisted, according to the act of parliament which established it, of certain official members, who usually possessed no knowledge of the subjects it was the duty of the Board to discuss--of certain professors of the two universities, and the Astronomer Royal, who had some knowledge, and who were paid 100La year for their attendance;--of three honorary members of the Royal Society, who combined the qualifications of the two preceding classes; and, lastly, of "three other persons," named Resident Commissioners, who were supposed to be "WELL VERSED IN THE SCIENCES OF MATHEMATICS, ASTRONOMY, OR NAVIGATION," and who were paid a hundred a year to do the work of the Board The first three classes were permanent members, but the "three other persons" only held the appointment for ONE YEAR, and were renewable at the pleasure of the Admiralty This Board was abolished by another act of parliament, on the ground that it was useless Shortly after, the Secretary of the Admiralty communicated to the Council of the Royal Society, the copy of an Order in Council: ADMIRALTY OFFICE, November 1, 1828 SIR, I am commanded by my Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty, to send herewith, for the information of the President and Council of the Royal Society, a copy of His Majesty's Order in Council of the 27th of last month; explaining that the salaries heretofore allowed to the Resident Commissioners of the Board of Longitude, and to the Superintendents of the Nautical Almanac, and of Chronometers, shall be continued to them, notwithstanding the abolition of the Board of Longitude And I am to acquaint you, that the necessary orders have been given to the Navy Board for the payment of the said salaries I am, Sir, Your most obedient humble servant, JOHN BARROW AT THE COURT AT WINDSOR, 27th October, 1828 PRESENT, The King's most Excellent Majesty in Council, Whereas, there was this day read at the Board a Memorial from the Right Honourable the Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty, dated 4th of this instant, in the words following, viz- Whereas, by an Act of the 58th of his late Majesty's reign, cap 20, instituted "An Act for the more effectually discovering the Longitude at sea, and encouraging attempts to find a Northern passage between the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans, and to approach the North Pole," three persons well versed in the sciences of Mathematics, Astronomy, or Navigation, were appointed as a Resident Committee of the Board of Commissioners for discovery of the Longitude at sea, and a Superintendent of the Nautical Almanac and of Chronometers was also appointed, with such salaries for the execution of those services as his Majesty might, by any Order in Council, be pleased to direct; and, whereas, your Majesty was in consequence, by your Order in Council of the 27th of May, 1828, most graciously pleased to direct, that the three said Resident Commissioners should be paid at the rate of 100La year each; and by your further Order in Council, of the 31st October, 1818, that the Superintendent of the Nautical Almanac should be allowed a salary of 300L and the Superintendent of Chronometers 100La year; and, whereas, the act above mentioned has been repealed, and the Board of Longitude abolished; and doubts have therefore arisen, whether the said Orders in Council shall still continue in force; and whereas it is expedient that the said appointments be continued; We beg leave most humbly to submit to your Majesty, that your Majesty may be graciously pleased, by your Order in Council, to direct that the said offices of Superintendent of the Nautical Almanac, and of Superintendent of Chronometers; and also the three persons before-mentioned as a Resident Committee, to advise with the Commissioners for executing the Office of Lord High Admiral, on all questions of discoveries, inventions, calculations, and other scientific subjects, be continued, with the same duties and salaries, and under the same regulations as heretofore; and further beg most humbly to propose, that such three persons to form the Resident Committee, be chosen annually by the Commissioners for executing the office of Lord High Admiral, from among the Council of the Royal Society His Majesty, having taken the said Memorial into consideration, was pleased, by and with the advice of his Privy Council, to approve thereof and the Right Honourable the Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty are to give the necessary directions herein accordingly (Signed) JAMES HILLER Thus, it appeared that the Admiralty were to choose three persons from among the Council of the Royal Society, who were to have a hundred a year each during the pleasure of the Admiralty Such an open attack on the independence of the Council could not escape the remarks of some of the members, and a kind of mild remonstrance was made, in which the real ground of complaint was omitted MINUTE OF COUNCIL OF THE ROYAL SOCIETY RESOLVED, That in acknowledging the communication of the Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty, made to the Council of the Royal Society, on the 20th of November last, it be represented to them that inconvenience may arise from the plan therein specified, from the circumstance of all the members of the Council being annually elected by the Society at large; and that body being consequently subject to continual changes from year to year This was answered by the following letter from the Secretary of the Admiralty : ADMIRALTY OFFICE, DEC SIR, Having submitted to my Lords Commissioners of the Admiralty your Letter of the 18th instant, subjoining an extract from the Minutes of the proceedings of the Council of the Royal Society, arising out of the communication made to them by their Lordships, on the subject of his Majesty's Order in Council, of the fifth of October last, I have their Lordships' command to acquaint you, for the information of the President and Council, and with reference to what they have stated as to the inconvenience which may arise from the intended plan of limiting their Lordships' choice of members of the Resident Committee of Scientific Advice to the Council of the Royal Society, that their Lordships were induced to recommend this plan to his Majesty as a mark of respect to the Society, and as a pledge to the public of the qualification of the persons chosen Nor did their Lordships apprehend any inconvenience from the circumstance stated in the Minute of the Council, of the Members being annually elected, as the Resident Committee is also annually appointed; and, in point of fact, no practical inconvenience has been felt during the ten years that the Committee has been in existence, as four of the distinguished gentlemen whom their Lordships have successively appointed to this office, have continued during the whole period to be members of the Council; and if any such difficulty or inconvenience should hereafter arise, their Lordships will be ready to take proper measures for remedying it Their Lordships' intention therefore is, to propose to Captain Kater and MrHerschel, to continue to fill this office; and to Droung, who had resigned it, on receiving the appointment of Secretary to the late Board of Longitude, to be appointed I am, Sir, Your obedient servant, JOHN BARROW The representation made by the Council was not calculated to produce much effect; but the Secretary of the Admiralty, who knew well the stuff of which Councils of the Royal Society are composed, might have spared the bitter irony of making their Lordships say, that they recommended this plan "AS A MARK OF RESPECT TO THE SOCIETY," and "AS A PLEDGE TO THE PUBLIC OF THE QUALIFICATIONS OF THE PERSONS CHOSEN," whilst he delicately hints to them their dependent situation, by observing, that the "RESIDENT COMMITTEE IS ALSO ANNUALLY APPOINTED The Secretary knew that, PRACTICALLY speaking, it had been the custom for years for the President of the Royal Society to nominate the Council, and consequently he knew that every scientific adviser must first be indebted to the President for being qualified to advise, and then to the Admiralty for deriving profit from his counsel Thus then their Lordships, as a "MARK OF RESPECT FOR THE SOCIETY" confirm the dependence of the Council on the President, by making his nomination a qualification for place, and establish a new dependence of the same Council on themselves, by giving a hundred pounds each year to such three members of that Council as they may select "THE PLEDGE" they offer "TO THE PUBLIC, OF THE QUALIFICATIONS OF THE PERSONS CHOSEN," is, that MrDavies Gilbert had previously thought they would do for his Council What the Society, when they are acquainted with it, may think of this mark of respect, or what value the public may put upon this pledge, must be left to themselves to shop express

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